Loss of present is more or less loss of future..!

And that which is lost never comes back the way it existed originally. We should treasure what we possess at that moment. In the lame efforts of getting something higher n much better.. we tend to lose that which we have right now..!!
We have become excessively greedy. Be it about materialistic or non materialistic aspects of our life. And the big thing is we dont wish to return back what we take or get. This greediness doesnt seem to reduce. It increases as the life moves on. In the efforts we are not able to enjoy the present.
What i dont understand is what kind of happiness does that advanced version gives that cannot be experienced in the lesser version. The same happens in case of relations. We tend to expect so much.. i mean to such an extent that the person related gets fed up of us and stops reponding the way we want him/her to. All human suffering springs from unbridled desire. Unless one extricates oneself from the clutch of greed, one will not free himself from the fetters of sorrow.
Lets live life in such a way that every thing that we have gets equal importance(most of the time) and so that we are able to enjoy maximum moments of our life..! The moments lost will never b given to us again.. treasure them…!

More interaction…. more messed up mind !

And the more i interact with people..the more restlss i become…! My mind gets all messed up.. Are humans the only entities with whom we can interact or share our feelings and life? Is there nothing that can respond us without having any expectations?
Ok… jus why do we feel sad when someone gets angry or upset with us?? The intensity with which we are affected by the slightest change in the mood or response or the expressions or watever.. of the people with whom we are attached or associated.. is really surprising..! Well this leads to problems.. mostly..! The display of reactions to such change in behaviour shud b done only if the person is worthy..
Humans are not worth living with.. n the tragedy is.. we are supposed to spend our life with humans only !

The Restless Mee ..!!

Wandering thoughts, at the back of my mind…Forever Restless I Am..!
I am sure this happens with most of us..leave aside the ones who have no emotions, feelings or nothing to share at all..
I sometimes think.. Y cant my mind find peace anywhere…? I mean.. some thoughts or other keeps on going inside it..most of which is never fruitful.. or positive. And as we all know.. Negative thots have a tendecy to enter our minds freely.. they never wait for our pemission to enter our already muddled mind..and make it all the more fuzzy..!
Even if we’re doing something that’s really enjoyable,that doesn’t seem to protect against negative thoughts…
Now.. Its not like if our mind is wandering we only get negative or useless thoughts only…
The heart goes where the head takes it, and neither cares much about the whereabouts of the feet…
Still, even if people are less happy when their minds wander, which causes which? Could the mind-wandering be a consequence rather than a cause of unhappiness? We can see evidence for mind-wandering causing unhappiness, but no evidence for unhappiness causing mind-wandering.. Isnt that so??

Be Here Now ~ this is the toughest part to accomplish… Being there whr we are right now is so importnt, yet so tuf… Y is it so??? Jus y cant we find happiness in the present n always in the memories of past or the plans of the Future…?

When I start thinking about one thing..it is rarely in my mind for more than 6-10 secs… No matter how hard I try I cant keep sticking to one thought..I have to consciously make an effort to bring it back to where i am. This inner chaos goes on and on. A sense of well being and the ability to think clearly is destroyed whenever thoughts or feelings are turbulent.
N now i feel quite disturbed by this.. my mind whirling all the time with wanted ..unwanted thoughts… not letting me relax even for a moment….choking up my heart with a strange rush of feelings….
Jus what should i do to gain a little bit of Peace of mind.. Ohh the Peace feels so good… It feels so Good.. I wish I could get a little lucky…Someday!Wandering thoughts, at the back of my mind…Forever Restless I Am..!

thats me..

Me..who am I??

I call with a loud cry..

I’m meee..

but thats not what others always see..

I am bubbly and cheerful

but my heart is all sorrowful..

I give myself to u..

but when i try to reach

I never find u…

i never get to knw

whr i go wrong

but we seem to lose each other

instead f makin d bond strong..

Where do I go now..?

what do I do here after..?

I thought a day to leave you will never come..

I had expected never..

dat u’ll close d door f ur heart

n i’ll b shut out forever..

Who Bothers????

N actually…who bothers??? does anybody ever??? NO..!!

Then why do people think so much??? I know most of the people wont agree with me on this but if we actually ponder over this question majority will end up agreeing. In the present scenario if we analyse people don’t care much about others. No matter how much they pretend, but in reality they don’t care about anyone but themselves and their interests. Some time back.. I used to expect a lot from others..and the others include my friends, family, and others whom I interacted with. This actually affected me a lot. I thought a lot about those people. That led to a lot of heartbreaks and sad moments.

But as I faced those times I learnt a very important lesson from them. I learnt that NO one CARES…!! Everyone is just bothered about their own life. And I dont find that wrong in many ways. I mean the pace at which Life is moving on currently, people are barely able to fulfill their own wishes and desires… why would they spend their time thinking about what’s going on in other’s lives?? You may call this all selfish but a person just cant forget himself for another person (until n unless he/she’s blindly in love with someone).
One other thing is people dont wish to take much load about the ongoings, and specially when most of them are sad stories of their near or dear or far ones even.

They want to enjoy their life without taking unnecessary tensions and worries.Even I dont bother much. Life has given me so much to do and look after. If I waste all my time in caring about consistent crybabies, I would land no where. Caring in a limited way will always happen…no doubt and that too without even giving any instructions. But if people expect that they should be thought of every single moment…they will end up disappointing themselves. Life your life… make friends.. face the joys and sorrows with equal fervor… Care and you will be cared about..!! But don’t bother about people so much that it eats you up because no matter how much you bother about others… They Don’t…!!!